I’m feeling a lot of flutters tonight. Instead of baby, it’s actually my heart.

So, forgive me for being weepy and sentimental! Aside from being a hormonal mess, I’m feeling extremely overwhelmed with emotion and anticipation for tomorrow. As a new dad told us this weekend, ” the big ultrasound is one of the last, but biggest surprises we’ll get for awhile.”

The spontaneity and surprises have been the best thrills of this ride!

In our 11 years together, we’ve done the college thing, the finding ourselves thing, the engagement thing, the marriage thing and now, here we are…doing the kid thing. It’s almost unfathomable that we’re here, together, considering all the roadblocks along the way. After all is said and done, it’s always been just the two of us against the world.

It’s hard to believe it, but we’re finally here.

and it’s not just the two of us anymore.

Tomorrow is a big day for us and our growing family, one that I’ve daydreamed about for a very long time. It’s been fun dreaming about what Baby B will be like. Who he or she will look like. Whose mannerisms he or she will inevitably inherit. especially the laugh 🙂 Pink, blue, mama’s boy, daddy’s girl… it’s been so fun to daydream.

I love to inject the daily Jeff-isms because they’re such a big part of my funny little world. When he laughs, I laugh. But most importantly, we laugh.

Above all the silliness, upcoming attractions and excitement for Baby B, my biggest hope still stands strong. I truly believe that this world deserves another person as wonderful as Jeff. Regardless if Baby B is a boy or a girl, I’ll be grateful that my child is as happy, healthy and wonderful as him.

updates on the big ultrasound to follow later!

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